this is what's left for me now. god please help me and give me strength. Amin. its hard, really hard. 

One Hundred Minus Eight OFFICIAL REUNION!

ITS OFFICIAL! EXACTLY ON 27th OF DECEMBER 2012! WOHOOOO! AT LAST! 

We had THE BEST DAY EVER! =D

Gilaa ga nyangka banget akhirnya bisa ketemu mereka juga :D yang selama ini gue curhatin terus akhirnya we meet! ;D aww they haven't changed a bit! they all had the old same personality which i truly admire, but their body.. whoaa bigger and taller *for the boys, sayangnya yang cewe cuman gue dan nurul, yang lain pada gabisa :( huu tapi gapapa there will always be a next time :D 

Thank you for your time One Hundred Minus Eight :) lots of love, xoxo <3

See other pictures we took! Click here :D

I Wish You All a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

I know i'm not celebrating christmas but i once celebrated it when i was little back in london, believe me I MISS CELEBRATING IT, and i believed in santa and all the magic that were happening on christmas every single year, i miss the presents and oohhh miss the SNOW, i still remember my first snow ball :") hmm and the best part was where we settle down with all our friends and family*this has nothing to do with religion okay:) well maybe a little hee* anyways i just wanted to say as i was saying at my post title, I Wish You All a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

Terutama buat Norman, Kevin dan Deras gue ucapin MERRY CHRISTMAS!~and a happy new year! HAVE FUN! :D/* xoxo

CHRISTMAS TREES ARE AWESOME, the way they light up in the darkness, the creativity, the sparkle and the magic :) too bad i never had the chance to decorate one

SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Indonesia doesn't get WINTER neither SNOW, if they did it would probably be a fake one haha. 

I thank you and once again, Merry Christmas for those who is celebrating it and Happy New Year 2013! and maybe, just maybe all you want for christmas is me ;;)<3

Alhamdhulilah o:)

Alhamdhulilah, Allah has listened and watched to all my prayers and hard work

aww gue udah kayak tom :3 *fyi I LOVEE TOM AND JERRY it never gets old<3*

anyways, ini tentang RAPOT ya Allah makasih banget banget bangetaan :"D Alhamdhulilah udah sujud shyukur juga kook :) rapot semester 1 alhamdhulilah memuaskan, totally memuaskan. Why? jelaslah for your information rapot bayangan mid semester 1 gue itu bener bener jeblok, dan jebloknya ga main main, soalnya cuman mata pelajaran bahasa indonesia gue lulus. WOW

Dari situ gue ada dorongan untuk lebih maju dan belajar dan usaha yg lebih keras, tapi jangan lupa guys usaha yang susah payah gaakan ada hasilnya tanpa berdoa dan beribadah dengan keras, intinya "STUDY HARD PRAY HARD" itu motto yang gue tempel sekitar 30cm x 10cm di dinding kamar *diatas meja belajar* so that everyday i would study and pray hard :) 

Dimana semester 1 ini gaada yang dibawah, tapi jujur belom puas *astaghfiruallah* but ibu juga ngomong gitu sih, masalahnya nilainya rata rata pas2an :/ jadi yaa ibu kayak udah berharap lebih dari itu. 

ibu bilang "CHI, IBU YAKIN KAMU BISA LEBIH DARI INI, WALI KELAS KAMU SENDIRI YANG BILANG KALO KAMU ITU BISA CUMAN KEHAMBAT GARA GARA OSIS".... dari ibu ngomong itu pas otw pulang, gue udah ada feeling bakal ada World War III, luckily daddy made the war more peaceful :* 

pokoknya setelah berdebat bertika (me, ibu and daddy) diputuskan FINAL *ea udah kayak MK cie korban  penghafal pkn :p-_-* kalo gue dikeluarin dari osis...  

The feeling when you don't like or don't agree on something *but sometimes its for the best 

BTW! "CHI" itu panggilan gue di keluarga :) hehe unyu ya :3 gatau dapet darimana, dari lahir wes ono nama itu.
P.S. Gue juga sangat sangat berterimakasih yang udah support dan bantuin dalam pembelajaran menuju UAS :) that includes friends, teachers and family ({}) god bless you all and lots of love <3

Adiós Exam!

*late posting* 

And this is how i felt, the feeling of freedom that just wanna makes me fly into the sky, feeling like all the pressure that has been going for a week and now's the time to let it go.

Tapi jujur aja asli yang namanya 7 hari dalam seminggu dimana ngerjain ujian yang rata-rata sehari itu 2-3 mata pelajaran bener bener terasa cepat. *uououo kiamaat~ gajuga sih yeuu kan hanya Tuhan Yang Maha Esa yang Maha Mengetahui segalanya ;;) "jayus nih ha ha lucu"* tapi seriously, kerasa cepetnya :")

And some of my friends was all like the picture which says "EXAMS ARE OVER BITCH" well not to be rude or harsh or something but hell yeah i totally agree! and i officially admit it that i did a kinda sorta scene like the picture but not that precisely hehe:) anyways freedom ya freedom tapi percuma gasih lo udah seneng seneng gitu terus ngedown lagi, U GUYS NO WHAT I MEAN? r to the a to the p to the o to the t uhuh RAPOT aaah ya Allah ya tuhanku bagaimana kabar rapotku?:"O semoga baik baik yaa ya Allah semoga nilainya memuaskan dan dapat membuat air mata kebahagiaan ibu dan daddy menetes dari mata mereka ya Allah, semoga dari doa, ibadah dan usahaku dalam melewati ujian ini dapat memberi yang terbaik buat diriku, AMIN AMIN YAA ALLAH o:) at least gue masih bisa berdoa biar guru guru yang ganteng cantik dan berbaik hati dan tidak sombong bisa memberi nilai yang baik:) dan gue juga masih bisa berdoa buat ngedapetin nilai yang bagus di rapot, soalnya gue baru ambil rapot tanggal 22 December 2012 *after class meeting* 

Because you guys know if get a good report, seenak apapun lo dengan senang hati melakukan hal ini-------->

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but you don't have to literally do that, its just a kind of picture that shows a empathy *gue gangerti arti katanya apa yang jelas insyaallah nyambung* of a person or a student that feels his or her impression on the freedom of examination.

  

 Biasanya kan abis ujian ujian gitu disebutnya "SUMMER" ya bul? *bule* iyaa disini gatau namanya apa huhu so sad bro so sad... kalo bukan "SUMMER" yaa biasanya "SUMMER BREAK" *sama aja bre* haha coba di indonesia tanah airku ini ada summer yaa, sayangnya kan musim di indonesia pelit. the point is I'M F*CKING HAPPY AND RELIEVED EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER AND I DO HOPE MY REPORT TURNS OUT WELL. AMIN

My Very First!

This is officially my very first GIF file i made from a video, this picture represents from a video of my friends doing the "Gangnam Style" well it may not be perfect, at least it worked! :D and fyi, its HUGE for me, cause all this time i have hundreds of GIF files and i never knew how to make one, so... BOOM! hell yeaah this may not be important to you, so why seek my blog? haha just kidding :) thanks anyway!

"Relationship"

Bisa dibilang tumben gue ngepost tentang "Relationship" terutama ini soal "LOVE" ya wajarlah gue seorang jomblo cuman bisa ngebayangin love itu bakal gimana buat gue, these are a few things i know about "love"? but sorry if i'm mistaking, since i'm single :B these represent the fact until the sillyness of love

someone who cry because of me if i'm gone, or i'm sick, or whatever bad things that's happening to me

someone who be extremely jealous if i'm with another guy

 someone who can't let me go, just can't

someone who can be whatever i want

someone who take me to a whole new world like aladdin 

someone who take me out on a dance, even with candle lights and also in a huge ball, like the beast

someone who takes me on an never ending adventure

someone who tells me how he feels

someone who asks me on a prom dance

someone who can be my best friend, make jokes and make me smile even when i'm sad

someone who picks my nose in a silly way

someone who dances with me on the beach

someone who did this....HAHA LOL

or even, someone who killed himself because of me...

someone who will help me even if it fails

someone who wants me to stay with him

and most of all, someone who wants me happy

Whoever You Are, I Love You Mom

IBU, gue selalu manggil wanita yang udah jagain, sayang, peduli, perhatian, setia setiap saat dan bisa jadi sahabat gue kapan aja, biarpun jaman sekarang pada suka manggil mom,mommy,momsky,nyokap etc. tapi gue gapeduli, i always call her ibu :) this post tittle is also a tittle of a book i read once, i even still remember it. When i was just about 11 years old, i went to this bookstore where thousands of books were sold, just when i finished looking around and was about to go home, there was this book with a picture of two women, one was younger and one was older, so then i took a closer look and turns out the book was called "Whoever You Are, I Love You Mom" seketika, gue langsung mau baca itu buku, gue juga gatau kenapa tapi gue ada feeling aja kalo gue harus baca, akhirnya gue beli. Setelah buku itu sah di bayar dan udah sah milik gue, plastiknya gue sobek kayak berasa buka kado ulang tahun haha, tapi jarang guys yang beli novel lumayan tebel buat seumuran gue (that's what i think, don't know about you) Butuh 5 hari buat gue untuk neyelesein buku itu, secara gue masih umur 11 tahun dan masih punya kegiatan lainnya jadi ya you know lah what i mean, after reading the book.... the book made me realize how much love our mother gave to us since she kept us in her tummy, the point is whoever your mother is whether is good or not, she's still your mother who made you into this wonderful world. YOU GUYS MUST READ THIS BOOK

This book inspired my life, 

now its your turn to realize how big your mothers love for you

I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH IBU <3

*find out more about the book here