I Am Afraid

gatau gue yang norak apa ketinggalan tapi emang baru liat._. asli baru liat dan itu bener bener bikin gue mikir "TRUE. FACT. AWESOME. WOW. SO DAMN ROMANTIC. RETWEET. AWW." etc.
anyways, i was talking about this,

You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains. 

You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines. 

You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when wind blows. 

This is why I am afraid

You say that you love me too.

I Am Afraid, William Shakespeare

William Shakespeare, i thought he only wrote stories and books.. i never knew he actually wrote a B-E-A utiful poem like this *you should make one about me:p* 

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 BLOGGER!

Never knew it would get this fast, 2012 has gave me so much lessons and of course all those sweet until bitterness memorable memories :) thank you 2012, but life goes on and its time to start a new year, i hope 2013 will be g8 :D

Btw MERRY CHRISTMAS *telat* for those who's celebrating it ;) and oh yeah HAPPY NEW YEAR *telat* -_- okaay i'm not late, but hey its better late than never right? :D 

I spend the new years celebration with all my friends outside my house, it was THE BEST CELEBRATION EVER, because we were so close together and we did many things together and it was just like we were all a one big family ({}) different doesn't matter the thing is we are one and i hope we will always be one and i love them so much, they mean a lot to me :) 

Wanna see how much fun we did? check my facebook album here :) 

Don't worry, i know pictures are boring but just remember that a picture can mean a thousand words and meanings, anyways check out this video :D 

One Tuesday Afternoon

Tragedi yang diakibatkan oleh tetangga sebelah yang baru ajaa bangun rumah.. for more details, check out the video ;D

NOTE: don't forget to change the video quality on the youtube settings for better view :) thanks anyways

this is what's left for me now. god please help me and give me strength. Amin. its hard, really hard. 

One Hundred Minus Eight OFFICIAL REUNION!

ITS OFFICIAL! EXACTLY ON 27th OF DECEMBER 2012! WOHOOOO! AT LAST! 

We had THE BEST DAY EVER! =D

Gilaa ga nyangka banget akhirnya bisa ketemu mereka juga :D yang selama ini gue curhatin terus akhirnya we meet! ;D aww they haven't changed a bit! they all had the old same personality which i truly admire, but their body.. whoaa bigger and taller *for the boys, sayangnya yang cewe cuman gue dan nurul, yang lain pada gabisa :( huu tapi gapapa there will always be a next time :D 

Thank you for your time One Hundred Minus Eight :) lots of love, xoxo <3

See other pictures we took! Click here :D

I Wish You All a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

I know i'm not celebrating christmas but i once celebrated it when i was little back in london, believe me I MISS CELEBRATING IT, and i believed in santa and all the magic that were happening on christmas every single year, i miss the presents and oohhh miss the SNOW, i still remember my first snow ball :") hmm and the best part was where we settle down with all our friends and family*this has nothing to do with religion okay:) well maybe a little hee* anyways i just wanted to say as i was saying at my post title, I Wish You All a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

Terutama buat Norman, Kevin dan Deras gue ucapin MERRY CHRISTMAS!~and a happy new year! HAVE FUN! :D/* xoxo

CHRISTMAS TREES ARE AWESOME, the way they light up in the darkness, the creativity, the sparkle and the magic :) too bad i never had the chance to decorate one

SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Indonesia doesn't get WINTER neither SNOW, if they did it would probably be a fake one haha. 

I thank you and once again, Merry Christmas for those who is celebrating it and Happy New Year 2013! and maybe, just maybe all you want for christmas is me ;;)<3

Alhamdhulilah o:)

Alhamdhulilah, Allah has listened and watched to all my prayers and hard work

aww gue udah kayak tom :3 *fyi I LOVEE TOM AND JERRY it never gets old<3*

anyways, ini tentang RAPOT ya Allah makasih banget banget bangetaan :"D Alhamdhulilah udah sujud shyukur juga kook :) rapot semester 1 alhamdhulilah memuaskan, totally memuaskan. Why? jelaslah for your information rapot bayangan mid semester 1 gue itu bener bener jeblok, dan jebloknya ga main main, soalnya cuman mata pelajaran bahasa indonesia gue lulus. WOW

Dari situ gue ada dorongan untuk lebih maju dan belajar dan usaha yg lebih keras, tapi jangan lupa guys usaha yang susah payah gaakan ada hasilnya tanpa berdoa dan beribadah dengan keras, intinya "STUDY HARD PRAY HARD" itu motto yang gue tempel sekitar 30cm x 10cm di dinding kamar *diatas meja belajar* so that everyday i would study and pray hard :) 

Dimana semester 1 ini gaada yang dibawah, tapi jujur belom puas *astaghfiruallah* but ibu juga ngomong gitu sih, masalahnya nilainya rata rata pas2an :/ jadi yaa ibu kayak udah berharap lebih dari itu. 

ibu bilang "CHI, IBU YAKIN KAMU BISA LEBIH DARI INI, WALI KELAS KAMU SENDIRI YANG BILANG KALO KAMU ITU BISA CUMAN KEHAMBAT GARA GARA OSIS".... dari ibu ngomong itu pas otw pulang, gue udah ada feeling bakal ada World War III, luckily daddy made the war more peaceful :* 

pokoknya setelah berdebat bertika (me, ibu and daddy) diputuskan FINAL *ea udah kayak MK cie korban  penghafal pkn :p-_-* kalo gue dikeluarin dari osis...  

The feeling when you don't like or don't agree on something *but sometimes its for the best 

BTW! "CHI" itu panggilan gue di keluarga :) hehe unyu ya :3 gatau dapet darimana, dari lahir wes ono nama itu.
P.S. Gue juga sangat sangat berterimakasih yang udah support dan bantuin dalam pembelajaran menuju UAS :) that includes friends, teachers and family ({}) god bless you all and lots of love <3